Today LOST aired its final episode ever and it is so hard to believe it has come to an end. I don’t think I’ve cried so hard and for so long in my life. Not only because it was sad but because a very important part of my life just ended. I am even still crying and I have been all day, but mostly since seven p.m. today. I have been watching this show since I was ten years old and now being sixteen I feel like I have grown up with it. This show has been the one constant thing in my forever changing life and now it is gone. I had this show when I moved across the country to a new place with no friends. I had this show when my mother and father got divorced. I had this show when I lost friends and when family members died. I don’t like my father very much and we constantly fight but this show is the one thing we would never fight over. It is the one thing I could totally get into and forget all of my problems and not have to worry about anything.  LOST is more than a show to me, it is true happiness. It is the thing that has kept me going for the past six years and I am going to be so lost without it. I don’t know what I am going to do anymore. I don’t have anything big to look forward to anymore. Nothing will be able to fill the empty space in my heart and in my soul that will be left from this show. I’m scared and I feel hurt and sad and I just can’t stop crying. I’m just happy that the show was amazing and the season finale was spectacular, it seriously kept me guessing until the very end. I am so proud of what it has become and I am going to miss is dearly. Like a fan said about the show “I always wanted answers, until I knew it meant the end” or something like that, I can’t exactly remember but it’s true, so very true. I am most likely going to be very upset and empty for awhile and cry whenever someone mentions LOST but I am so happy I could be a part of this phenomenon. I don’t care if people think I’m weird or insane for being this attached to a show, because if you were in my shoes you would feel exactly the same way. So goodbye LOST I will always love you and miss you dearly, but most importantly I will always cherish all you have given me.